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It would feel too much like a lie if I got on here and posted anything other than that I am completely overwhelmed with life at the moment. Well for the past several moments, maybe days. They say building a house is stressful, well if you’re stupid enough try buying one at the same time. Oh, and at the same time have your best friend, partner in life, right hand man, and husband not here. Eeeshh!
We fired our excavator guy the other day, and now we are counting on one of our friends to help us out with the last of the digging. The only real issue with that is he can only help on the weekends and it can’t be raining. Ha! No rain! Please God, no rain! This April has been wet, and we are soaked and far behind.
And, I think I am going through early menopause. Yeah at 34! I think building and buying a house ages a person a decade immediately upon committing to such a hair brained idea. There is more to this story but some things have to be left to discretion.

And, today I feel like a total looser because I learned after talking to my mother in law that it is secretaries’ day today. Teachers and students bring the secretary gifts and treats to school today to show their appreciation. Well, Luke showed up to school with no appreciation and my mother in law is the school secretary. My mom in law is way to sweet to say anything that would make me feel bad, but I do feel bad. Bad and brain dead.